I
was born in Greece, a country known for being one of the
most 'homogenous' Christian countries. Almost 99% of Greek
people are Orthodox Christians. My parents were both
teachers of the Christian religion in schools, so I grew up
in a Christian environment. When I was very young (before 12
years old) my mother always insisted to take me with her to
the church every Sunday. My father didn't use to go there.
When
I reached puberty I didn't want to go to church. I didn't
feel anything special there and I preferred sleeping or
watching TV in Sunday mornings. In the subject of the
religion education in school I was very bored and didn't pay
attention to it. Most students didn't as well.
Then
I became 16 years old. It was the first time we were taught
about the other religions at school. I discovered Judaism,
Buddhism, Hinduism and Islam of course. I noticed that the
teacher was neutral in teaching us about the other
religions, but when it came to Islam she would become angry
and showed us her hatred towards Islam. I wondered, why? I
found the teachings of Islam very interesting. I learned the
five pillars and some of its history.
When
I finished school I discovered a book named 'Islam' written
by a Greek Christian scholar. This book described the basics
of Islam, but it was very biased. I learned many things from
it, but in the final chapter the writer wrote: "The
Islamic belief is wrong. The true god is the holy trinity,
Jesus was not just a messenger, but the son of god" and
things like that. Then the great question came to my mind
"What if the Christians are wrong and mistaken? What if
the trinity doesn't exist? What if Jesus was just a good man
and not a god?" I asked my mother about the trinity.
How can it be 3 in 1? She told me that it was 1 god in 3
faces. Was it 3 gods then? No, she told me. You can't
understand it. I can't understand it. It's just faith.
Faith…
I didn't like that word. I have a tendency to use logic
everywhere. Why should I have faith in something not clear?
Islam seemed more logic to me than Christianity.
And
then I got into the university. I went to a town in Greece,
where there is a Muslim minority. I met some Muslim students
who lived there. They were not practicing Muslims, though,
so I thought that if they didn't pay attention to their
religion, then is Islam like Christianity? Are young people
bored with it?
One
day I met an Arab student who had come to study in my
university. We became friends and one day we had a talk of
our religions. I told him that I didn't go to the church or
be a practicing Christian. I believed he would be like the
other Muslim guys I met. I was wrong. He told me that he
performed 5 prayers every day, that every Friday he visited
the mosque, that he abstained from alcoholic drinks and
didn't have a girlfriend, like the other Muslims I met.
During
all my previous years, I thought that every pillar in Islam
wasn't compulsory, but that it was just a good thing to do
everything, just like Christianity. This guy told me that I
was wrong. I felt very strange. I discovered more things
about Islam then. I found out that Islam controls every
aspect of the human life, that it is a more perfect religion
than Christianity.
I
continued being friends with this guy and we became
roommates then. Then a scandal happened in the Greek church.
I was disgusted. I thought that if the priests did such
great sins like stealing and homosexuality, then
Christianity was a hoax. I went to my new roommate and I
told him that I wanted to embrace Islam. He was moved and
gave me a big hug. I pronounced the shahadah and I
started praying. I am a Muslim, al-hamdu lillah, and
I feel great.
My
new name is Khalid. I haven't told my classmates about my
conversion to Islam yet. Only the Muslim community in my
town knew that. But then, my mother and sister found out and
our relationship was almost destroyed. My sister still
doesn't talk to me, despite my efforts to approach her and
my mother has become cold with me. Every day in my du`a'
[editor's note: du`a' means supplication] I ask Allah
to guide them to the right path.
I
met the imam and other good practicing Muslims here and I
have learnt many things since. I am almost 19 years old now.
I am a practicing Muslim, everyone respects me and they even
ask me questions about Islam. I still have to learn many
things, but I want to help this Muslim community here,
because most of them have lost the right path. I make du`a'
for them and I hope that they will return to the straight
path.