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Nina
recounted her story to me in the Lamsujen refugee camp in Lhoong sub-district,
Aceh Besar, on 3 January 2005. This is what she said:
As-salamu
`alaykum. My name is Nina Maulidia Rizka. Call me Nina. I am now 11 years old. I
was born in a beautiful village, called Gleebruek, in the sub-district Lhoong,
Aceh Besar District. There was no place as pretty as my village. Along with
dozens of other villages, Gleebruek lay in a valley at the foot of a hill that
overlooked the Indian Ocean .
My
parents, Sabri and Jamiah, gave me that beautiful name because I was born on the
day that my villagers celebrated the birthday of Prophet Muhammad (peace be
upon); we called the day maulid. Growing up, I spent my days the way other
children my age did, going to school, doing our sums, and playing in our spare
time.
My big
brother Ilham, my younger brother Sidik, and my baby sister Dinda Sulisna used
to play by the sea where there were lots and lots of coconut trees and visitors
from out of town spending their holidays. Very often, Dinda tagged along behind
me even though I did not like, but my mother made me mind her.
One day,
all this changed.
I was
minding Dinda and playing by the foot of the hill when suddenly we felt the
earth shake. “It’s an earthquake!” I heard someone shout, shortly before I
saw my neighbors rush out of their homes in panic. There was confusion but a
short while later we had gathered in small groups outside our homes. Then,
suddenly, we heard the most horrible, horrible sound of the ocean crashing
against the beach, a noise as loud as hundreds of helicopters! “The waves are
raising...run, run!” I heard people shout. I had a second to look at the black
tongues of the ocean, as high as the coconut trees, rushing toward us before
fleeing in panic.
I
remembered to drag Dinda along but the water came very quickly. Its tentacles
kept lunging at us. Soon I saw people overtaken by the waves, drowning,
drowning. I kept running while dragging Dinda with me, but the water was much
faster and it took Dinda from my hands. Then I saw somebody fish her out of the
water before carrying her while he kept on running. I followed…until we
reached the hill. We beat the waves.
But the
waves beat my parents. The ocean took my parents away. My brother Sidik had
disappeared too. I met Ilham among people who reached safety at the military
post and the sub-district head office. But the rest of my family is no more. I
still have my grandmother, al-hamdu lillah, and my blind aunt, 22-year-old
Yusmanidar, and Ilham and Dinda. But we have no home now. What we have now is a
beach that is completely ruined; no longer beautiful after so many bodies were
found there. Pak Camat, the sub-district head, and all the other grown men spent
days burying those corpses. I don’t know if they found my parents; I think the
ocean really took them away.
Dinda,
Ilham and I are now living together with hundreds of people from the other
villages by the sea, in a school building in a hilly village called Lamsujen.
Lamsujen is a funny name. In Acehnese, it means “among the voices of
ghosts.” Sometimes I think I really hear the voices of ghosts. If I shout at
the top of my lungs, the hills answer back with strange noises. I do not do that
very often because people will stare. Sometimes I try to find the voices of
father and mother among those voices of the ghosts.
Several
days after the earthquakes and the waves, some friends and I went down to the
sea to look at what used to be our homes. The ocean had left nothing. Not a
single house was found. Every building that had ever been erected was now gone
except for maybe several blocks of tiles. Trees and concrete pillars were
uprooted and lying every which way. The soil became a sea of yellow sand.
Seaweed all of a sudden was found on the tree tops at the foot of the hill. My
beautiful village is no more.
It
is strange being among so many people who do not have a mother or a father.
Thankfully Pak Camat works really hard to make sure that we have food everyday,
but actually, the food is never enough. I go to bed hungry all the time. I wish
I could be back home again with mother and father, going to school and doing my
lessons. Now my school is no more. My books are all gone. I am thankful that
unlike many other kids, Dinda and I are not sick.
I do miss
mother and father, but so do the other kids in this refugee camp. That’s
Amirullah from Cundin village. He is 14 years old, and he lost both his parents
too. Anwar, who is a year older, lost both parents and three siblings. Then
there is Linawati, who is about my age, who also lost her parents and is now in
the refugee camp only with her younger brother Edi Saputra and sisters Siti
Rahmah and Nurlia.
In this
single corner of the school building alone, there are more than 50 children like
me—children who have lost their parents and brothers and sisters and their
homes. I know that there are hundreds and hundreds of other children in Lhoong
who are now orphans. Today, we have guests—two doctors from Banda Aceh and a
lady who said she was with an organization in London . This lady, Ibu Santi,
said there are Muslims in far away countries such as Britain who wish to help my
friends and me Al-hamdu lillah. I would really like to have more food, a change
of clothing, and books. I would like to go back to school. I would like to have
a home of my own. I do not wish to stay at a shelter any longer. My friends
would like to stay on in Aceh, but I would not mind leaving for Java or another
place with my sister Dinda; a place where I could go to school and not to have
to worry about the waves.
I asked
Ibu Santi for her address, and her promise that she would return and come and
get me. I shall write and remind her of her promise, as soon as there are people
who can bring my letter to Banda Aceh because we no longer have a post office
here now.
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