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Anatomy of a Rioter: A Personal Account
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By Nadia El-Awady**
Deputy Editor in Chief – IslamOnline.net
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December
02, 2005
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It’s
easy to sit down on a couch in front of one’s television set and
pass down judgments of ignorance, lack of education, hooliganism, or
just plain “they’re scum” on the youngsters who had caused so
much unrest recently in France. It’s especially easy if you
haven’t previously experienced social injustice.
I’ve
had it easy most of my life. Opportunities for upward
mobility—socially, financially, and career-wise—knock on my door
on a semi-regular basis. My family’s financial situation has
always been more than satisfactory. Coming from a multi-cultural
background, I’ve managed to fit in almost anywhere I go in the
world, despite the fact that I am obviously Muslim from the way I
dress. For a long time I also had dual American/Egyptian citizenship
until I renounced my US passport in 1998 to protest against US
policies in Iraq at the time.
Since
then, traveling has become more and more difficult. There was no way
on earth I could have foretold the terrorist attacks of 9/11 that
would lead to, among other things, extensive and terribly long
background checks before granting visas to anyone from the Middle
East wishing to travel to Europe or the United States in particular.
There was no way I could have foretold that renouncing my US
citizenship would turn me into a second-rate citizen of the world.
Stage
One: Excuses
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I had never conceived that I would be treated as a second-rate citizen of the world simply because of where I come from. |
On
November 9, I was exposed to my own dose of social injustice. I was
on my way from Cairo to Budapest to attend the World Science Forum,
where I was invited to speak on science journalism. My journey took
me to Milano, where I normally would have had an hour and a half of
transit time. Due to a fog at Milano Airport, my flight from Cairo
was delayed. Airline staff in Cairo insisted that I had nothing to
worry about and that my flight from Milano to Budapest would be
informed to wait for me. Instead, and for the first time in my long
experience of air travel, this particular flight to Budapest decided
to leave the gate minutes before its departure time, leaving behind
not only me, but at least 10 other passengers from other connecting
flights.
Needless
to say, when something like this happens, it’s a bummer. But it
happens. I have been able, in my mind, to find many excuses for the
airline to explain why it left earlier than scheduled, leaving
behind those passengers. Maybe it was the fog that plagued Milano
airport for days—as I discovered when I returned from Budapest
four days afterwards on my return trip to Cairo. Perhaps the fog had
suddenly let up and the pilot was anxious to leave under the safest
conditions possible. Perhaps the airline just likes to be very
prompt in sticking to its departure times (which I can assure you is
not the case since not one of the flights I took with them left on
time—far from it). Maybe the flight attendants wanted to get this
flight over with as quickly as possible and just go home. I can even
understand that.
I
can’t understand, however, the differentiation of treatment
between me and the other passengers who missed the plane that
followed. All the other passengers happened to be either American or
European. All were provided a night’s accommodation at the airport
hotel. Since I did not have a visa that would allow me to leave the
airport, and there was none to be bought, I was told that my only
solution was to spend the next 12 hours in the airport until the
next flight to Budapest departed.
Dawning
Realizations
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“One day you will come to Egypt and see how we treat foreigners.” |
I
asked for any sort of compensation: using one of the airline’s
lounges, having my ticket upgraded to business class, or just
getting directed to a decent transit lounge to stretch out and rest.
None of these options were available. I asked who to go to in order
to lodge an official complaint. “Complain to the company,” they
replied. “Tell me who I can speak with now,” I requested.
“Unfortunately, there is no one,” I was told. All they could
provide me was a voucher for dinner from the snack bar, which had
closed by the time all of this was done. The whole airport in Milano
shuts down at 11pm, with absolutely no services available until 6am
the next morning.
I
must ashamedly admit that I broke down in tears when I realized what
was happening to me. I had never conceived that I would be treated
as a second-rate citizen of the world. I had never conceived that I
would be treated differently than others simply because of where I
come from. I had heard about things happening to other people, but
had distanced myself from thinking that it could happen to me.
The
last thing I told the woman from the ground staff, who was telling
me that there was absolutely nothing she could do for me, was,
“One day you will come to Egypt and see how we treat foreigners.
We take complete strangers into our homes and stop our cars if we
see a foreigner having trouble with a taxi.” I sobbed. A man who I
assume was European, who also missed his flight but was lucky enough
to be able to go to the airport hotel, tried to calm me down by
saying, “This is typical Berlusconi politics.” What the heck
Berlusconi has to do with me having to stay in an airport for 12
hours without a decent chair to stretch in is beyond me, but at
least the man had the sensitivity to try to make me feel better. I
could not say as much for the airport staff.
The
Best in Us
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Social injustice hurts one’s pride and sense of dignity, pushing one to the brink of illogical reaction sometimes. |
I
lugged my bags around the airport to see what my options were. No
open snack bars, no chaises longues to make myself semi-comfortable
in, no water that I could find. Only the bathrooms were open, which
I thanked God for. I looked around me and found about 30 other
people in my same predicament—all of obvious Middle Eastern origin
with the exception of maybe one couple who might have been Russian
or something.
I
slumped into one of the airport chairs and tried to make myself
comfortable. I couldn’t. The chair hurt. I cried a little more.
Eventually I convinced myself that crying wouldn’t get me
anywhere. Something must be done, I told myself. I have to be
proactive. No problem is ever solved by crying.
Ideas
raced through my head. A hunger strike! I was already hungry anyway
and was forced, due to the circumstances, to fast the night. A
demonstration! I could gather all the Middle Easterners in the
airport and hold a protest at one of the gates. Or better yet, we
could all stand on the tarmac in front of one of the planes and
prevent it from taking off!
I
took my wonderful ideas so seriously—they had actually given me
hope in spending an exciting evening and actually getting my voice
heard—that I looked around me to choose who would be the first
lucky people for me to approach and conspire with. I had already met
a young Turkish couple who went through all the arguments I had with
the ground staff and failed as I did. I decided to approach them
first. I didn’t have enough courage to ask them to go on a hunger
strike with me or to hold a demonstration, but I did suggest that we
think of some kind of group action. “But we’ve already spoken
with everyone we can speak with,” was their basic argument
against. “Who else is there to go to to voice our grievances?”
They did have a point—if you want to think civilly and logically
that is. I still wanted to make a commotion at the airport though.
I
decided to try speaking with two Arab men, an Algerian and a
Jordanian. The Jordanian continuously smiled—rather smirked—as I
told them of my idea of having some sort of group action. I could
just see him saying to himself, “What a crazy veiled woman! Go
back to your family where you belong!” The Algerian was kind
enough to go through all my arguments with me. He had also spoken
with every single person possible to try to solve his own
predicament. In the end, the only solution was, “Complain to the
company.” He invited me to spend the night on the makeshift bed he was using and explained that he would find somewhere else to sleep.
I declined explaining
that I was a sturdy woman who could hold her own quite well, thank
you.
Not
to go into more details on how I eventually managed to make my own
makeshift bed out of airport chairs, my point here is that social
injustice hurts. It hurts to the bone. It hurts one’s pride. It
hurts one’s sense of dignity. It pushes one to the brink of
illogical reaction sometimes. And other times, perhaps the only
reaction possible is the illogical. I can hardly begin to imagine
what it would be like to be treated this way every single day of my
life. One injustice and I was ready to stop airplanes from flying.
What kinds of riots would I be behind if I was repeatedly
treated as a second-class citizen in France as a result of my ethnic
background? What kind of mayhem would I cause if no matter
how hard I tried, every door was shut in my face? I truly do not
want to know the answers to those questions. God has clearly saved
the world from the likes of me being unjustly treated on a regular
basis.
**Nadia
El-Awady is
IslamOnline.net’s deputy editor in chief and managing science
editor. She is an award-winning journalist and is frequently invited
to international conferences to speak on issues related to science
journalism. El-Awady is also the chair of the World Federation of
Science Journalists’ program committee and the president of the
Arab Association of Science Journalists. She may be reached at: sciencetech@iolteam.com.
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