ABU
DHABI, November 14 (IslamOnline) - The first Ramadan fast is exciting,
especially for little kids who yearn to perform the religious duty
like their parents.
But
the experience is much more exciting for men and women who have just
converted to Islam and are beginning their first fasting experience in
their 40s.
What
do new Muslims say about Islam and Ramadan? How did they perceive
Ramadan before their conversion to Islam? What are their feelings now
that they have become Muslims?
IslamOnline
met in the United Arab Emirates with a number of people who have
recently embraced Islam and are thus enjoying their first fasting
experience ever.
"I
used to make fun of Ramadan and the notion of Islamic fasting. I used
to ridicule those Muslims who torture their bodies by fasting,"
said Marcos-now-turned-Ahmed Moamen.
"I
lived in the U.A.E. for nine years as a traditional Christian who
irregularly goes to Church. For me and my colleagues, Ramadan was a
nightmare. It was a month in which we were all confined to our homes
as all bars remain shut," he recalled.
"This
was not the only thing I detested about the Ramadan fast, but also
this tough treatment of both body and soul. I used to believe the body
has desires that should be met. Therefore, I only perceived of fasting
as an unjustifiable and illogical torture," Moamen, a Filipino,
said, recalling what he termed as the "bad" old days.
"Five
months ago, the Almighty Allah guided me to Islam. I had a long time
roommate, who once converted to Islam, tried hard to lure me into it.
He used to discuss Islam and gave me some translated books about the
faith until the Almighty finally opened up my heart. And here I am
having my very first fasting experience in Ramadan," Moamen said.
"After
Allah guided me to Islam and after having fasted several days of
Ramadan, I found out that all my previous ideas about the rights of
one's body were not true and that straightening our bodies once a year
is of great wisdom. That is why Allah ordered us to fast one month of
the year and not the whole year," said Moamen of his new
spiritual experience with Ramadan.
"It
[fasting] brings the Muslim closer to Allah. I do not exaggerate if I
say that I feel a serenity I have never before felt in my entire
life," Moamen concluded.
Abdul-Rahman
Yousef, a Lebanese who was named Tony before embracing Islam, is also
experiencing his first Ramadan.
Sounding
delighted about the new fasting experience, Yousef said he was
overwhelmed by joy and that fasting helped him feel the serenity that
only fasters enjoy.
"Ever
since Allah guided me to Islam, I’ve become used to the habit of
fasting every Monday and Thursday [following in the footstep of
Prophet Muhammad, Allah’s peace and prayers be upon him] to make up
for my sins which I committed before Islam," he said.
"But,
fasting in Ramadan is totally different because the holy month has its
own sense of spirituality and serenity that is absent from other days
and months," Yousef asserted.
"Even
prayers in Ramadan are different from the usual prayers," he
said, adding that Allah magnifies the good deeds of Muslims in Ramadan
and spares them from Jahannam (hell).
Yousef
lamented having wronged Islam and Muslims in the past, especially
during the civil war in Lebanon, and prayed to Allah the Almighty to
forgive his previous bad deeds.
Carol
Anoi was brought up in a Protestant Scottish family. She spent her
childhood in the countryside which gave her a chance for contemplation
and meditation.
After
she finished school in London, she got a job in a U.A.E. hotel and
spent several years there until she got involved with an Arab Muslim.
"I
loved him so much and he started talking to me about Islam. I began
with him a search journey. We read most of the books on Islam in
English," said Carol-turned-Fatma al-Zahra' Mohammad (the name of
one of Prophet Muhammad’s daughters).
"I
realized that Islam is the right faith that dignified the human being
and catered for the rights of man, woman and child," she
stressed.
"I
found it a religion in harmony with human nature," Fatma said.
"When
I read the holy Qur’an, I found answers to all questions haunting my
mind and soul. Eventually, I converted to Islam and we [she and her
Arab Muslim friend[ got married," she recalled.
"As
for Ramadan, I cannot describe to you how delighted I am to fast
Ramadan this year.
"Ramadan's
atmosphere makes us feel closer to Allah. And since it is a month of
worship, we are keen on getting closer to the Almighty through
prayers," Fatma added.
"I
cannot describe my happiness while performing Taraweeh prayers
with many other Muslim women," she said, lamenting that in
ordinary days one would not find so many worshippers in prayers.
Amnah
Jordon, once a Caroline Jordon, from South Africa said it was that
unique peace reflected in the body movements during prayers that
attracted her to Islam in the first place.
"Fasting
is a fine way of spiritual and psychological elevation and these were
the things that guided my way into Islam," said Amnah.
"Fasting
and Ramadan are the most joyful religious rituals and the closest to
my heart," she added.
"I
spent years of my life searching for a way for spiritual satiety. I
adored contemplation sessions and read a lot in oriental philosophy
but never reached satisfaction," she underlined.
"I
completed my study in the U.A.E. and happened to live by some Muslim
neighbors who always performed their prayers by the book.
"I
used to sit and watch their Rukou’a [kneeling] and Sujoud
[the position when a Muslim worshipper’s head touches the ground
during prayers] and it was very touching because Rukou’a and Sujoud
are magnificent body and spiritual sport," Amnah said.
She
recalled performing prayers and practicing Rukou’a and Sujoud
even before converting to Islam.
"I
felt a kind of serenity I have never experienced before, and since
that very moment I began a quest to explore Islam until Allah guided
me into becoming a Muslim and I was overwhelmed by spiritual
peace," Amnah concluded